my brain has been missing for days now...i still havent found it...so that means i cant blog...i'll just post my babies' pix here...

this is my nephew NATHANAEL...isn't he gwapo?                                                                                                                  His dedication will be on Feb 21..and im gonna be his ninang...                                                                                                    swerteng bata..hehe..

 

 

 

 

 

 

and this is my baby JULLIANA..nope..she isn't my kid..                                                                                                      she's just a cousin...we sleep together..i feel like im her mom..

 

 

 

 

 

and this is my baby JOSHUA...aka ETOY..he's my Baby Toy..

posted by: blueberry010 at January 31, 2004 17:51 | link | comments (1) |

 

 

 

 

 

forgot where i got this...this is ME according to the website....hehe...

posted by: blueberry010 at January 20, 2004 16:16 | link | comments (3) |

                E: C’mon baby…you can do this.

                R : Yeah..I know I can. It’s just that some people can get really impatient with me. Seems like they expect a lot from me.

                E: You think so?

                R : Well yeah…it has always been that way..or so I think.

                E : Maybe not…don’t think about it honey. What do they care?

                R : Everything man!!! I belong to them. I owe my life to them.

                E : I’m sure they’re just doing it right.

                R : Uh huh..maybe its just really me. Yeah..its just me. I guess its just something between me and my Maker.

                E : You said it yourself. Everything is about you and your Maker. So whats the fuss?

                R : I don’t know…sometimes I can be a little hardheaded..impatient..not too trusting..such a worrier….sometimes…but then again..

                E : But then again…the joy that your Maker gives would set in. You always tell me that.

                R : Really?!? That’s great! That means that He doesn’t change eh?

                E : You said it right honey. You are so so right.

                R : Sometimes I just cant stop my tears from falling because He’s just AWESOME.

                E : Magnificent. Nothing and no one compares to Him. You know that. Others should know that too. Can you help me with that?

                R : With what?

                E : With telling the people how great our Maker is?

                R : That’s why I have this blog dear.

                E : Great.

                R : Great. Yeah…just great. I still trust Him y’know. I know it’ll be forever.      

 

mode | naiinitan

 

music | fiona apple - across the universe

posted by: blueberry010 at January 20, 2004 15:49 | link | comments |

     I am not understood. I don’t understand either. I just thought that everything’s alright ‘til today. I hate it. Really. Why cant some  people understand that I am just in the process called ‘waiting’? W-A-I-T-I-N-G. That’s what I’ve been doing for the past years or so. This isn’t JUST about looking for a job eh. This is about everything in my life.  What’s so wrong with now? Nothing. I am just waiting for God’s perfect timing. But somehow, Some people can get really impatient with me. And I with them. And it makes me feel so irresponsible while being “so idealistic”. I am now confused as to where to go, when and how. I just want everything to be revealed right before my very eyes. But I know that’s so impossible. I’ll just try to get up and get moving. Tenenenten…Oh God, please help me.

mode | aloof

music | kirk franklin - the blood song

posted by: blueberry010 at January 12, 2004 15:44 | link | comments (5) |

just stole this from an LJ-er...very interesting..

40 questions

1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
falling… friendstering..blogging

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i don’t remember making any resolutions..so probably I wont this new year

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
my ate gave birth…I wanted to cry when I finally saw NAV..felt like he came from me too…

4. Did anyone close to you die?
no…salamat sa Diyos…

5. What countries did you visit?

..wawa naman ako..di bale..

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
knowledge in driving..

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
march 17, july 11…last week of 2003 ..ÜÜÜ

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
finishing school, getting published in a mag and a newspaper, learning to finally love doing household chores..controling my emotions, guarding my heart..

 

9. What was your biggest failure?
hmmm… I cant remember..really..

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nope..but I know someone who has SARS and still has it…

11. What was the best thing you bought?
ha! damit lang naman binibili ko eh…

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
sya na nga

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
wala naman

14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Fridays

16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
passenger seat….i’ll be…remember ni etoy…

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier!!yeah!!.
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner (I think..hehe)
iii. richer or poorer? poorer..very

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
studying..i should have atleast tried to become a CS during my last sem…and music..i should have practiced playing my guitar para astig! and the piano..i should have tried harder…aaargh!

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
going to the malls..

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
on the phone I think..(this happened na pala..)

 

21. san ang 21??

 

22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
go to no 1

23. How many one-night stands?
wala..id never engage in it..live life in purity as unto Him..

24. What was your favorite TV program?
maverick and ariel for awhile though they’re corny at times…bubble gang

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i hate him.

26. What was the best book you read?
this 2003? Tuesdays with morrie I think..i lab it!

 

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Eva Cassidy..shes supah great!

28. What did you want and got?
maturity (I think) , a special friend , a happier and closer family , and a new-old celfone..haha! all the time and love in the world!!yiha!

29. What you wish never happened?
to have a new with polyphonic tones and mms …I want one na!

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
finding nemo

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
bid goodbye to adolescence. I was 20.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
hmmm…

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
maturing.ha!bolder than ever…i bought an orange jacket…papansin na orange and I love wearing it..hehe//

34. What kept you sane?
God. definitely.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
echo still.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
fpj running for president.ewww.

37. Who did you miss?
hmmmm..

38. Who was the best new person you met?
mots, kathlyn

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003:
hmmm…money isn’t everything…the real waiting in love…importance of spending time with friends, family, and even strangers…

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
mmmm…billy joel’s shes always a woman to me….make it..IM ALWAYS A WOMAN TO HIM…hehe..

mode | tsakit ng ulot at kamay

music | lifehouse - take me away(acoustic)

posted by: blueberry010 at January 03, 2004 01:00 | link | comments (2) |

   Forty-nine minutes ‘til the monkeys come..er, ‘til the world becomes a year older. By the time you read this, its 2004. I’m not much ecstatic as compared to the previous years. I don’t know why. Maybe because I’m just tired. I woke up at 11 because my 2 young cousins kept on bugging me. I had to get up even if it was really really against my will. I didn’t get my 8 hour sleep because…(never mind). Went to my sister’s in-laws’ house and had lunch there together with some of our churchmates. I thought that we would just stay there for lunch but to my horror(exag!), we stayed ‘til dinner. I wasn’t so in the mood for some chit-chat so I just sat on a couch the whole afternoon and read and read and read (okay…hit me!im such a killjoy). I think I’ve already finished every magazine there is in the house.I just grabbed every reading material I saw around. And when Mr. Sleep whispered to me, I positioned myself comfortably and followed him. I woke up then realized they all left me. Oh well..sleeping is much much better… for me atleast since I was really dizzy that afternoon. I was soooooo soooo dizzy. So I really had to have some snooze for awhile. Read some more and watched Bruce Almighty on dvd. That movie made me contemplate on God’s greatness. I think I’m gonna thank Him for the year that had passed before I hit the sack. I should. We all should people.

  For the first time in many years,I am so not into the countdown thingie. I’d rather spend this eve in the comfort of my own room, snuggle. and talk to a friend on the phone. But I cant do that while everybody in my neighborhood is making so much noise. I’d rather blog (yeah right, that’s why I have an entry with this date and time) It’s 11:47 and I cant even hear the keyboard click as I type this.

     (it’s 11:50 and my blood is boiling…grrrrrrrrr!)

I cant believe I’m not going out to see the great fireworks display over mandaluyong and makati!!! Im such a….waaaaaaah!

  (it’s 12 already…and I’m smiling..ha..im such a babae talaga..hehehe)

 

Aaaaargh!!!enough of this..im done. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

posted by: blueberry010 at January 01, 2004 00:34 | link | comments (3) |